Just a few features of my anxiety
Me: *gets on bus* omg everyone is watching me and judging me and they're going to laugh when the bus starts and im not sitting down, omg dont put your ticket in the wrong way or everyone will judge you and laugh at you.
Me: *goes to pay for shopping* omg what if I dont have enough money? *counts money out 20 times* what if I look stupid, or say the wrong thing? am I standing in the right spot even? What if someone else wants to get past and im in the way, omg.
Me: *says hey to someone online* omg, they arent replying, holy shit why am I so annoying? what if they tell their friends how annoying and lame I am? Why am I like this, holy shit.
Me: *meets someone new* What if they dont like me and dont want me to be around, I shouldnt have met them, im going to be a burden, they're probably critisizing me right now, why am I the way I am?
Dissasociative and loving it: *sigh* i hate my... →
rainbowpez17: *sigh* i hate my hair. it has gained me many unwanted nicknames. Red, Weasley, Carrot top, Ginge, Gingerbread, etc. and also, lets not forget the insanely pale skin! GOD FORBID I EVER GET A TAN IN MY LIFE oh, and everyone thinks you have no soul. …. NOT TRUE. gingers get a freckle for…
The day at the beach today with my bestfrann was amazing :)
MY NEIGHBORS ARE SO OBNOXIOUS AND RUDE. THEY SCREAM AND PARTY AND ITS ALMOST 10:30 AT NIGHT. WTF.
After working all weekend, all I can say is thank god I’m done.